Friday, July 13, 2012

shock!

u scare the hella shit of me, everytime u speak.

ingat i tak takut ke?

last time cakap i'm gonna get cancer. it will be either breast or cervix.

next my period circulation. tot me peknen? helo. i did not do that thing okey? and i don't meet guys dalam masa terdekat and i don't simply let people touch me. gila ke hapa?

orang minyak? mengandungkan anak bunian? jangan lah. i'm not yet married and nak mengandung pelik-pelik pulak? bukan u sendiri yang cakap i susah gila nak peknen? then senang lah orang minyak, bunian bagai tu nak peknenkan i?

i am just period teruk. maybe nak kuar. maybe taknak kuar. lantak dia lah nak kuar ke taknak. as long as i know, i didn't do with anyone, then how the hell i can get pregnant?

and dis month is worse. sepatutnya it shall stop before puasa. tapi ni dah nak dekat puasa pun belum kuar lagi. dan yang paling penting ialah sakit.

i tak suka membuang dan i tak suka sakit perut. dah macamana kalau selalu sakit perut, selalu nak pegi toilet tapi tak membuang? selalu sakit macam senggugut, tapi tak period? it's macam orang tarik la perut u.

i know i have the potential okey? u doesn't always have to remind me. in fact, it's developing. mungkin lama-lama boleh jadi tumor and lead to cancer, i don't know.

just imagine.

normal perempuan period tiap-tiap bulan, mungkin boleh habiskan a pack of 20 pieces of pads. means banyak darah.

and me? nak pakai pad pun boleh kira dengan jari. almost pakai pantyliner je on my period days. hari, lagi lah boleh kira berapa. tak masuk lagi long intervals of period pause. maybe kuar harini sikit, minggu depan baru sambung. dibaca, where is the darah kotor? orang lain suma keluar, and i didn't. so where is the darah kotor? masuk balik dalam badan i and becoming toxic to the body kan?

see how complicated my body works? can i hurt other people, if it happens that somebody want to marry me?

it's better this way kan? nobody knows. nobody cares. if ever i sakit, it's just me and my body. takyah susahkan orang lain for taking care.

stop all this story. you know where you stand in people's heart. nowhere to be exact lah. lulz.

posted from Bloggeroid

No comments:

Post a Comment